So this is how the Breathe Carolina portion of my day went, I am so sorry for it being so long but it was a perfect day. If you read this whole thing you’re a flawless human being.

David & Kyle’s signing was at 4:00 yesterday and Leah, Kat, & I all got there pretty early and we were in the front. But wow, oh my god I swear I was about to throw up I was so nervous you guys! We waited in line and I met some awesome Breathe Carolina fans (who I’m pretty sure I saw at a BC concert like 3 years ago while they were meeting David haha) and they asked what I made for them and I showed them and they we’re like “AW!” and I said, “Thanks, I think they could be better but thanks so much because it makes me feel good about my art abilities and my will to continue,” and then they said they got a drawstring bag w/ candy and stuffed animals for them and I was like, “I wish I wasn’t so poor or else I would’ve bought them nice stuff” and she was like, “I hope they like it, I think you’re homemade stuff will put me to shame!” or something along those lines, and then I was like “Nah nah nah man, those stuffed animals are mad cool.” and wow they were so cute omg I wish I had  picture you guys sdfgh.

After that ended and we waited for about an hour we had some mini convos w/ others in line, and the next thing we know David & Kyle were walking towards the tent and everyone was all excited now and it went so fast before I knew it, it was my turn!

So of course the first thing I said was “Hi guys!” and they we’re like, “Sup, how’re you” and I was like, “I’m good, I’m good” and as David was signing my shirt I asked him what happened to his hand because he had a wrap around it, but I didn’t really hear him when he was talking D: I hope I didn’t interrupt him when I started to give them the paper dolls, and once I showed them how they worked Kyle started to flip out oh my god, and David was pretty interested too with his :o face. 

BUT THE BEST PART WAS KYLE OMG, he was legit like getting up out his seat and showing everybody his paper doll after he hugged me from across the table and thanked me. He kept going on about what outfit I choose and he was showing it to the tent guys and was like, “Look it’s the camo I’m wearing right now!” & then he showed Dave and said, “And I’m rockin the Mod Sun Hoodie man, look!” and he was so happy and at this point I would’ve been shedding tears but I was so excited and holding them back. Man I was so happy he loved it so much and then he put it down and flattened them on the table to show them off and kept saying they were really cool and said thank you some more. 

After that, he gave me another hug really tight and was like, “Thank you so much, like seriously, thank you!” and he sat back down to sign my shirt that was been sitting there for the 2 minutes while he was freaking out and as he was signing I was thanking them for helping so many people get through so much, and for saving lives just by being the kind of people they are and with the music they make, and how I probably wouldnt have made as many Breathe fans my friends if it weren’t for what they do to help out. I swear they had happy awe-struck looks and then David smiled and was all like,”… that’s nice. That’s real nice.”  & it felt like he said it from the bottom of his heart but I don’t know the way he said it felt like… I don’t even know oh my god. 

AND THEN Kyle says wow or something like that and he was like. “I’m sorry I need to get up and give you a hug, you are such a sweetheart,” and all this while he’s hugging me really tight and I just about died right there, and after he hugged me he sat down and then David like gets up from his seat to hug me too! Like, I honestly wasn’t expecting it. Like… it wasn’t something that I was gonna wait there to happen or cry about if he didn’t, it just happened and it was so sweet and then he sat back down and wow. 

While Kyle was finishing signing the shirt, he thanked me and called me a sweetheart like 2 more times and omg I was up here thanking them like crazy the whole entire time, and that was that. After Leah and Kat got their stuff signed, we left and the whole entire experience was so heartfelt. Something just felt so right when I met them this time and it’s times like these when I just I don’t know. Those guys are wonderful and I will never think any less of them. They will always have my support after yesterday.


After killing time until around 6:45-ish, Miss May I finished their set and I hauled ass to the front for BC. I met some kickass people you guys! Like, they were truly family and they were so nice. One of them had a tumblr and you should go follow her because she’s pretty sick and her name is Heather. Then there was this other girl with hair that looked like green fire and her boyfriend (I’m assuming)  and 3 other cool girls Kat & I had mini convo’s with. We blew up some condoms and on one of them I drew a penis and put “Call me maybe BC” for shits and giggles and started to throw it around, but it was covered in lube and I think that made people cringe so neither of the condom balloons stayed up in the air for long ahaha.

I don’t really think anything else happened other than talking about BC related shit, like how at the BC concert Heather went to like half the crowd left after BC played blackout apparently, and I was like, “wow seriously?” then she was like, “Seriously.” Idk why, but hearing that kind of hurt my feelings as a fan? As pathetic as that may sound but yeah.

So after all that, BC was starting and I don’t really remember much or the show, but what I can say is that was the best Breathe Carolina concert I’ve been to. Honestly it was GREAT PERFECT.There we’re so many good vibes, and considering it was the end of the day it was shocking to feel all the energy within the whole crowd and I guess all of our hype fed into the boys cause they were going pretty hard on stage and pulled some really great dance moves haha. They even commented on us and how much energy we had and were thanking us for being such great fans and for having so much energy at the end of the day and for coming out expecting a lot less people since they were one of the last performances of the day.

We all went mad hard and were so hyped up. I can honestly tell you guys that whatever was going on in that crowd last night is what a Breathe concert should always be. Good vibes and high energy,  That’s what a Breathe Carolina concert is all about and it should stay that way. Lots of dancing, jumping, singing, and just letting go. Even the people in the seating part were saying that it was great to watch. My friends that were tired out and sat down said that there was so much energy in there that some of them started to dance and jump around right then.

After it was over my friend Kat said it was great and that she felt her virginity was taken in there, and man. It was a great show you guys. Like forreal. I want to re-live that and the meeting for the rest of my life. Thank’s to all of you guys that reblogged and liked my posts about the paper dolls it really gave me the confidence to really talk this time. Thank you. Yesterday wouldn’t have been half as good if it weren’t for strangersfriends like you guys :)

And with that, I leave you this:

Life is well worth living when you can experience happiness, joy, and love like that. It really is. Whatever makes you truly feel those genuine feelings I encourage you to keep it around. Keep living. Keep breathing. Keep feeling. You’re all incredible :)

Thanks for reading!